In this week’s Zohar, there is a very sad commentary from Rav Ashlag. Many of you know that over the past few years we have been able to receive more of the original writings of Rav Ashlag. There is much to be learned, not only from the teachings, but also from the way his life went and the challenges he had.
It’s hard to explain all the details of this, but unfortunately, even when Rav Ashlag’s writings were printed in Hebrew, we are now discovering that much of the meaning behind it has been altered by the change of a word or a phrase. And it is true that when you change a word or phrase, you can gut the meaning of a teaching. We also find that in some of the writings that were published, some of the meanings were taken out. Now, because we have the merit to have the original writings, we have a much fuller, more complete Light.
In the Zohar, in the first few section, Rav Ashlag has a very lengthy explanation in almost every second paragraph. When kabbalists write, it is not just for themselves, but for the world. At the beginning of Parashat Noach, he writes as a footnote: unfortunately, because there are so many expenses, we cannot afford both the paper and ink to write lengthy commentaries. He says that places where the need is not terribly great, to explain: I’ll just translate into Hebrew with a few short words of explanation. These small words, if it’s in the middle, small letters; if it’s afterward, big letters.
The type of Light that was withheld from the world — because Rav Ashlag did not having the money to buy paper and ink to write the commentaries — should awaken within us appreciation, and we would hope that in the generations down from us that nobody has to say there was something not done because of anything physical or even spiritual lack.
It was not a coincidence that in this month, in this Parashah, Rav Ashlag realized that even as he was doing his great work in revealing the Zohar to the world, that the world was still not ready. Therefore, he didn’t have the physical ability to complete this revelation.